Oh Night-time

I have decided that work is my ultimate diet downfall! And sure all of my friendly magazines say "keep food at work! little snacks at your desk ect ect" well I am 18 years old. I DONT HAVE A DESK! I take food with me and such to work but I mean seriously I can only handle so many tupperware containers at a time and I cant bring in any snack food to my house because my 17 yr old 6 foot 2 black hole for a stomach brother eats EVERYTHING. Anyways so I take this food to work, and you know I work at a Juice Bar at a gym, so you would assume that I wouldnt have an issue with eating bad food. You are sorely mistaken. My Juice Bar has HORRID food! EVERYWHERE! In my display case its all chocolate bars, candy bags, and chips! We serve slushies and upstairs they give us pub food at a discount. And late at night when I am sitting there all by myself and I am bored out of my friggen skull there is that candy bag (not chocolate bars because i have gone 40 something days without chocolate. Impressed? Yeah me too didnt really think I could do it! I'm an avid chocoholic!) and man oh man that candy bag looks mighty tasty! And man it was, so was the second one. EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Did I feel bad after I ate that. So then! I get home, its like midnight and Im tired but i have to make my lunch for school the next day so I head to the fridge. I look in there and oh man my family made souvlaki for dinner and saved me two. Good god I love that stuff! and its not too bad as far as calories go, it just is when your already over your cals by like 300. So I end up being over my calorie count by like 500 ish. I need to find some serious control! I'm going insane!!! And I half assed almost all my workouts this week cause I feel like DEATH!

Anyways thats all for now!